yes, it’s been five years. if I could change a day in my life it would be the day I started… I was young and naive and I though I would finally have control over my pain… I was so wrong… But I guess I am always wrong when it comes to control, as the same happened with starving :( I’m just tired of this mess I have become… I am really thankful that you care enough to message me. I don’t know who you are, but thank you so much <3